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lhverriet
ANGEL THERAPY PRACTITIONER®
Joined: 30 Nov 2008
Posts: 50
Location: BC Canada
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 Posted: Tue May 26, 2009 5:44 am Post subject: Is life meaningless? |
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From time to time I feel life is just pointless. Especially if you understand the big picture such as we are all one, we are the creators of our own reality. blah blah blah....
Some times I just feel like what the heck is the point of it all anyhow. What purpose does my job serve, which is a boring dead end office job.
What purpose does it serve to even bother trying to be healthy and dress nicely? I spend all my time alone anyhow, so who cares.
If I start to look at the point of my life being to "serve" help others etc, I just think hey what about me, what do I get out of it, who's going to give me the love. Why do I have to give and give and give till it hurts and there's nothing left but an empty tired shell. That's how I got into this mess in the first place.
Some days I just ask myself what the point of life is in general.
Is this just me, or is it an Indigo thing?
Yeah maybe I'm just depressed or grumpy, but why do I keep wondering...
Somebody stop this rollar coaster ride I want to get off now!
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Heather
Indigo Warrior!
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casemarten
Lightworker
Joined: 30 Nov 2008
Posts: 24
Location: USA
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| Posted: Mon Jun 01, 2009 7:21 am Post subject: |
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Blessings Heather,
Hm...
| Quote: | | From time to time I feel life is just pointless. Especially if you understand the big picture such as we are all one, we are the creators of our own reality. blah blah blah.... |
I'm not quite sure I follow why getting the 'big picture' makes life seem especially pointless. Can you explain that? Cuz I'm inclined to think the opposite...we may be referring to different things when we say 'life' - to me I think the act of LIVING - not just the outwardly obvious definitions and limitations of 'my life.'
| Quote: | Some times I just feel like what the heck is the point of it all anyhow. What purpose does my job serve, which is a boring dead end office job.
What purpose does it serve to even bother trying to be healthy and dress nicely? I spend all my time alone anyhow, so who cares. |
I think there are many types of purpose. Maybe the boring job's purpose is to show you it's boring and you need to do something else. Maybe you are supposed to have a boring 'job' this go around so you can use your energies elsewhere in your life. Purpose is not always cut and dry and as "beneficial" as we'd like it to be.
Being healthy...well, physical health is part of BEING and the whole self, so yes that is necessary...Fancy clothing, makeup, and what not - no, aboslutely not. I think a lot of us struggle with trying to 'fit in' in this world and humans as a whole have taken this 'masking' thing way too far. If the purpose behind any action is to to make one more 'acceptable' to others/the outside world, then that action is not properly aligned.
| Quote: | | If I start to look at the point of my life being to "serve" help others etc, I just think hey what about me, what do I get out of it, who's going to give me the love. Why do I have to give and give and give till it hurts and there's nothing left but an empty tired shell. That's how I got into this mess in the first place. |
If you truly believe in the oneness, then the love from self of self is all you need. And I don't think we are meant to give until there's nothing left! Balance!
I think - that you are struggling against '3d reality' the constructs of the systems at the lower levels - the way 'the world' works. My advice is that you simply do not have to partcipate in all of this muck! |
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HelenDemetriou
Lightworker
Joined: 01 Dec 2008
Posts: 28
Location: Limassol, Cyprus
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| Posted: Tue Aug 04, 2009 6:15 pm Post subject: |
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Celestial Blessings, Heather 
i truly believe that you are going through a transition right now. usually when we question the reasons for our life, lifestyle, we are going through a spiritual growth and we are going to learn something new.
firstly, ask yourself why you wanted to do the doreen virtue courses. remember that pull? the answer lies there...because you were guided by your guides, your angels, your future self and your present self to do this, because it was part of your path.
you are at a crossroads and you are becoming impatient but it will be ok, angel. this is the time to ask for guidance on which step to take next and maybe you need a break, a rest before you embark on the next leg of your journey.
sometimes being a therapist/lightworker etc feels like a thankless job, that we give to everyone but get nothing back. but when we are given back it doesnt come in the same form it was given.
have a magical day and be safe
Helen xxx
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lhverriet
ANGEL THERAPY PRACTITIONER®
Joined: 30 Nov 2008
Posts: 50
Location: BC Canada
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Hi all
Thanks for the replys, I've definately been going through some major changes which had me all over the map emotionally, mentally, physically.
I'm doing much better these days actually due some more major changes that have helped some things settle down a bit further and improved over all stuff.
I don't want to get into my blather ponderings of those downward spirals, too long winded to explain.
So let's just say I'm doing much better these days and leave it at that. Meant to post a while back, but got lost in the darkness for a while.
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Heather
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AATP® Kona Oct 2008
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