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Spiritualdivine · Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 5:02 am Post subject: Please Help!!

I don't know what is going on with me.... I have been feeling a lot of anger and frustration for the last few months as well as depression..

I don't know what to do! I absolutely hate when I feel like I am misunderstood and find that I have to repeat myself over and over again. I am irritated with unconscious behaviours and unconsciousness period and I am irritated when people don't get it!!!!

Because of that I feel like I am sufferring feelings of anger, helplessness, and I also don't feel very empowered!!

How do I channel these in positive ways or any way?!?!?!

Please Help!!! I just want to cry right now...

Sheila
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Timothy · Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 8:27 am Post subject:

Have you picked up a dark entity off someone you have worked on energetically at about the time this started ?

Changes in behaviour and feelings are often because an earthbound or entity has attached to us without our noticing.

Would you like me to scan you ?
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Spiritualdivine · Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 2:14 pm Post subject:

Hi Timothy,

You know that is a good question... I recently moved into my boyfriend's apartment in Montreal in December and ever since I moved in here with him, I had been feeling angry, depressed, frustrated and nervous. I do feel that it could be entity that has attached itself to me.

I know that he had lived in this apartment for 5 years and he was doing drugs in here alone like about three years ago. I guess even though he had been clean for three years, entities or earthbound entities could still be hanging out in his apartment.

I also have a hard time clearing the energy in here. Yes, can you please scan me?

Thank you thank you thank you so much!!

Sheila
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Spiritualdivine · Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 2:16 pm Post subject:

P.S.

I also worked on my boyfriend, (Energy Healing) and it has gotten worse after that to a point where I was having mood swings every day.

So, it is a combination of environment (apartment) and entities...

Thank you again very much!!

Sheila
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Timothy · Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 2:29 pm Post subject:

I will attempt a scan later on this evening.

Some questions though :

Why did you deliberately move into such an environment ?

Why do you think he has been clean for 3 years ?

Clean of what ? And have you considered that what you think he is clean of, has merely been replaced by something else ?

Its difficult to clear a place that is continually degraded, so if you cannot clear it, then you must look for what is preventing you, and doing the opposite of what your trying to do.

Stop working on your boyfriend, and instead work on shielding yourself better.

I feel a large open conduit between you that you need to close before you can insulate yourself. You need to do some serious cord and hook cutting from him and his freinds.

Seriously, I think you need to consider moving out of there, at least long enough to cleanse yourself. Even if its just a holiday somewhere on your own, or staying with your parents or a freind.

Its very difficult to do energy work in such an environment as your in.

Anyway, I'll see how the scan goes and let you know.
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Spiritualdivine · Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 3:02 pm Post subject:

Hi Timothy,

Thank you very much! I would like to answer your questions.

Why did you deliberately move into such an environment ?

==>I moved from California to be with him, so by default, I have to live here until we find another place to move into.

Why do you think he has been clean for 3 years ?

==>He was doing drugs and drinking for a LONG time, and decided to quit drinking 7 years ago and quit doing drugs 3 years ago. He went to rehab and he choose to live a "clean" life.

Clean of what ?

==>of drugs and alcohol.

And have you considered that what you think he is clean of, has merely been replaced by something else ?

==>I think he is clean of drugs and alcohol. I am not sure if it was replaced by something else. I'd like to know if it was replaced by something else. I do feel that the apartment have very bad and dense and heavy energy. I do know that he gets angry at his next door (next wall) neighbor for being loud and it adds to the density of the energy around him and around him and I.

You are right about me removing myself from the environment. I just don't know where to go at this time because I don't really know anybody here. I would be good if I go back to California in my old apartment, which has such beautiful energy! Since I don't have this option, I have been asking AA Michael, AA Raphael and St. Germaine to clear my physical body and other energy bodies, chakras, auras and cutting chord if not twice a day, sometimes more than twice a day. I have also asked to clear the energy. I do agree I need to protect myself, what else can I do other than asking the Angels for bubble of protection, layered with white, blue, purple and emerald green?

Thank you and I appreciate you very much!

Blessings,
Sheila
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Timothy · Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 3:31 pm Post subject:

Any space can be cleared, as long as what is fouling it is not continuing.

Have you tried to meditate and bring white light in to completely fill the apartment ?

How sure are you that he is clean now ? Is he gone from you enough that he could be hiding anything he's doing ?

What happens to you when you cut hooks and cords with him ? Any physical reaction ?
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Timothy · Posted: Wed Mar 04, 2009 5:13 pm Post subject:

I cant scan you until you shut down the open conduit to your partner.

I get a picture of a radiating set of pipes. You are connected to him and he is connected to 5 others as well as you, and you are all linked solidly together.

Thats not good. You need to sever the connection with him, initiate healing for yourself (Invoke AA's Raphael, Metatron and Zadkiel and Uriel), and get AA Michael to stop the connection from being reopened. He can only do that if you refuse to allow it. If you allow it, he cant stop it.

Something just tried to pass onto me too, just in looking at you. Got an image of vampire teeth too, so its not nice.

The conduit is between the bottom of the rib cage and the navel, very solid dark energy there. Get AA Michael to sever it for you. But also expect your partner to not be happy immediately after, and possibly the whole group, so protect yourself and stay positive and loving.
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Spiritualdivine · Posted: Thu Mar 05, 2009 1:29 am Post subject:

Good Morning Timothy,

Thank you very much for your message. I want to answer your question.

Have you tried to meditate and bring white light in to completely fill the apartment ?

==> Yes, I meditated and drew the symbol I learned from my teacher to purify the energy of the room. When I do this today, I am adding the white light with the symbol to draw on each wall to purify and clear the energy of the room.
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How sure are you that he is clean now ? Is he gone from you enough that he could be hiding anything he's doing ?

==> He works for Via Rail, like Amtrack in the U.S. and he is a waiter, like a flight attendant, and sometimes he is gone for one night, but mostly comes back from his trip the same day. I am not sure what he could be hiding, I don't feel that he is gone enough to hide something from me, I hope not, I am looking into this intuitively. My boyfriend says to me that he is honest, straightforward and that he doesn't hide anything from me. However, why do I feel like he plays with my mind and manipulates me??? So, that is a wonderful insight you just said to me and I will take this into great consideration.

What happens to you when you cut hooks and cords with him ? Any physical reaction ?

==> Well, when I cut cords with him, I would feel good and then it would start to happen again. Sometimes, I would wake up feeling sad or angry for no reason. Last night I stayed home by myself and felt like I was fine. However, just this apartment doesn't seem to have the most friendliest energy.

There's another layer to that, we have been living together for two months now and we are supposedly, "engaged" and I feel nervous and having second thoughts about moving forward with him. I have asked the Angels about insights into my nervousness. Before he left work yesterday afternoon, I told him what I was feeling and I am not sure if I will be happy with him in the future, so, I guess I am probably having cold feet and want to remove myself from the relationship. I will leave this to the Divine, as I know that anything we visualize manifest into form rapidly right now. I just want to share with you what I have been thinking about, the fear around the relationship.

Thank you Timothy, I appreciate you and your help.

Blessings,
Sheila
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Spiritualdivine · Posted: Thu Mar 05, 2009 1:33 am Post subject:

Tim,

I am severing the ties from my boyfriend and five others the next three days and will let you know to scan me again.

We are leaving this apartment today to go to his mom's house and this is giving me a clean environment to do this and sending my energy and intention to send light into this place.

I will update you soon.

Thank you very much!!

Blessings,
Sheila
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lhverriet · Posted: Thu Mar 05, 2009 10:54 am Post subject:

Hi Sheila

Definately some Earthbounds involved here I think too, could be from the boyfriend/friends and the neighbors, or they could also be following you around. I tend to attract them from time to time and they come home with me. If he's working on a train chances are he's bringing some home as well.

Try also cleaning the space with some sage. Surround the space in white light at all times post the Angels at the exits to guard too.

I too think a lot of this is centered around the beau and his buddies.

It sounds like you are doing what you can to clear. Try asking AA Mike to attach a permanent vacuum in each of the rooms and on yourself as well.

Sometimes I've found when it comes to anger you just need to feel it and vent it out safely like punching a pillow. Then splurge on some alone time ie. movie/book or whatever you like to do to pick yourself up again.

If the anger continues it can also be a sign to yourself that you are missing something in your situation. You seem to feel you are being manipulated, I'd bet it's centered around that. If you feel you are being manipulated chances are you really need to look at the situation after clearing yourself up and see what's going on there. Could be you are right and there is more going on.

Sometimes fear is just a misguided sign that you are on the wrong path, ie. kinda like getting a bad feeling about something intuitively and sometimes it's just fear of moving forward/change etc. It can be tough to tell the difference.

I had a situation come up recently myself where I was feeling major fear and panic on moving, then I finally realized that it was because the new place wasn't right for me. Once I'd made the decision I felt such calmness and happiness to stay where I am for now.

Anyhow, good luck with the clearing.
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Spiritualdivine · Posted: Sat Mar 07, 2009 12:50 pm Post subject:

Hi Heather,

Thank you very much for your feedback and insights. As Timothy have requested, I have asked AA Michael, AA Raphael, AA Zadkiel and AA Uriel to cut cords and to stop the cord from re-connecting and growing back.

We were away from the apartment for two days and had done a meditation at his parent's and asked for this room to be filled with pure white light including the neighbor's and the landlord's downstairs, pretty much the whole complex and had asked AA Michael to vaccuum out the bad energy from this place. When we came home last night, the energy feels lighter.

You are right about looking into the fears even more and paying attention to the whole situation and leave it for the highest and greatest good of all concerned.

Thank you for your support. Have a wonderful weekend and evening.

Blessings,
Sheila
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Spiritualdivine · Posted: Sat Mar 07, 2009 12:51 pm Post subject:

Hi Timothy,

Okay... I have done what I needed to do to clear the pipes from me and not let it grow back. I was wondering if you can scan me again.

Thank you very much!

Have a great evening!

Angel Blessings,
Sheila
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Timothy · Posted: Sat Mar 07, 2009 1:14 pm Post subject:

Ok, will try to later tonight.
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Spiritualdivine · Posted: Sun Mar 08, 2009 1:15 am Post subject:

Thank you Timothy, please give me update.

Blessings,
Sheila
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Timothy · Posted: Mon Mar 09, 2009 11:27 am Post subject:

Sorry I havent been in the right space for scanning for the last 2 days. Its possible that your adjusting to the changes you made and I am waiting to be told its ok to scan. Hopefully this should be soon.
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Spiritualdivine · Posted: Wed Mar 11, 2009 12:55 pm Post subject:

Hi Tim,

I want to thank you so much again for offering to scan me. Yes, once you have been given an okay to scan me please do so and give me an update.

I have been doing what I had been doing every day since you made the suggestion to clear myself and release attachments from other people.

I can't thank you enough and show my appreciation.

Have a blessed evening,
Sheila
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Timothy · Posted: Sat Mar 21, 2009 11:17 pm Post subject:

I must again say sorry for the delay.

Its been one of those weeks. Started with an emergency call for help that I found I had to respond to even though I wasnt in the right space, and that left me out of things for several days. I also then found myself in a feng shui thread that started using time and energy as well. Then theres been Doreen's drama this week, during which my 'sponge' has been soaking up the negative energy around her, leaving me radiating the gunk. And finally today, Corinna did a release ceremony and its doing a lot of things for me. A major week in fact.

I've been getting the odd message about you. Keep up the work, you are slowly improving. The more work you do, the better you will be, and the more effective the scan will be when its done.

Give me another day or 2, and I should then be able to focus on you.
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Spiritualdivine · Posted: Sun Mar 22, 2009 11:08 am Post subject:

Hi Timothy,

Thanks, and I do understand the Doreen situation, I felt like I have soaked up some energies too like a sponge and thank you for the confirmation, I have been doing work myself. I will keep doing them, and yes, please I would still like for you to scan me.

Angel Blessings,
Sheila
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